Monday, December 21, 2009 ; 12:23 AM {♥}
I'M GETTING MY CHINCHILLA END OF THIS MONTH!!! :)
a great way to end my year!
Kato is the name of my little boy. oh i would say our little boy. we're adopting him. :) end of this year. he's gonna lead a life like mine but in a good relation. in a way. my parents are divorced but BabyLove and I aren't married so we can't stay together. -.-'''
so i'll be bringing Little Kato over to Daddy Kano place to spend time together. hahaha! isn't it nice? :) after i've trained Little Kato, i'll bring him out and even to workplace. :) it won't be that busy during spring season. :)
Kato Bin Kano... hahahha! THAT IS DEFINITELY WEIRD! =.=
anyway, i've got no idea why, but i'm suddenly interested in getting a bike license? hahaha! i might be getting one soon. after RTG that is. or say after RTG, Custom Tank, WR 200?, what else???? hahahahah!
alahhh... i might just enrol and go for it i think. hahahah! and buy that bike. :) heh heh heh..
nazz like real sia take bike license. bahhhh~ =.=
SATURDAY! :)
Saturday was the best day ever!!! woke up real early for a Saturday and BabyLove fetched me from home. he gave me a sweet message and i actually smiled for a few seconds and rushed to get ready. hahaha! else he'll nag. :x
went over to VICOM to get Mathilda inspected and off we went to Mcd at Bukit Batok East, the other side of Bukit Batok which i'm not familiar of to have breakfast. :) Bumped to Christina. been long time. hahaha!
oh oh... on bike, BabyLove told me that he's bringing me to some place and asked me not to ask him where. so i said oke. cos he wanted to surprise me. so basically i smiled. :) the weather wasn't something that my body was looking for. the sun was out but the wind was chilly. it's suppose to be the best weather ever. But, i wasn't feeling well in the morning, and it affected my body system? haahaa! =.=
maybe, BabyLove was excited about the surprise he's gonna give me that he told me that destination we're heading to. hahaha! he said we're going to Serangoon and i'm pretty sure i heard Serangoon somewhere. in which i recalled the chat he had with his friend about Serangoon North. he once told me something about that place. :)
i got damn excited and just couldn't wait to reach there and see it for myself. :) all excited. and i was wearing a dress! WRONG ATTIRE! =.= although i wanted to wear a dress for the first time out with BabyLove. :( but anyways, i didn't bother. haahaa!
reached the place, parked Mathilda and off we walked the whole of the block to find the shop. we walked one round and we couldn't find it.. i got a little upset. till BabyLove leads all the way, to i've got no idea where. turn here and there and suddenly he said. I saw it. with that charming smile on his face. and so i looked up. i only saw a Aquarium shop. =.=
till he pointed to the shop and said "there with fingers pointing, House of Chinchillas" and i go... "omg omg omg!" hahaha! excited like i've got no idea how to put it to words. -.-'''
went in and i held a Chinchilla for the first time in my entire life. so adorable and light with those soft fur! i was in love with it! :) and guess how much that cost? :) $1,400... i was still holding on to it and caressing it. IN LOVE! hahahha!
and oh. it bit on my fingernail. =.= they share the same habit as me and BabyLove. biting of fingernails. hahahaha! but the bite more!
walked over to some aquarium shops and there we saw this oh so so sooooo gorgeous Arowana. the scale so detailed, the color so vibrant, it was just perfect! and BabyLove fell in love with it. Fell in love with it the moment he saw it.
I was in love with Chinchilla while he was with the Arowana.. and the price was by $1 difference. haahaa!!! omg laa... and we were like comparing the price and stuffs. LOL! cuteness. it was raining while we were in the Chinchilla shop and we stayed there, playing with the Chinchillas and talking with the guy who sells them.
i was just holding on to Little Kato till he bit me 2 times. hahaha! it wasn't painful at all. most of his bites aren't painful but you'll just go ouch! cos you'll be shock. first human reaction laa. =.=
we sat beside the cage and became the bridge of playground for them to play. hahaha! cuteness. BabyLove gave loads of Ouch-ing noises. LOL! so cute. it was uncountable. hahaha! we went off for abit and BabyLove bought a log for his tank.
we actually stayed there long. long enough to for the both of them to talk about stuffs. long enough for me to watch Kato sleep in different ways. Long enough to survey the stuffs there. hahaha!
we went off and went to Bukit Panjang Plaza. one word = PATHETIC! =.= went to Lot 1 instead and went to The Bluez, as BabyLove is looking for a barbell and im gonna see if there's any nice ones. haahaa! kaypoh ma. he bought 2 of them and i bough one. since it's going at 10 bucks for 3. cheap! you can never get that at Xcraft!
went to his place and slacked. for the night. :)
Sunday, we went to his friend, big sister wedding. i met loads of unknown people. there was only one girl so i decided to socialize with her. :) she's getting engaged this Jan 2nd and will be meeting her again. this time BBF must come. :)
anyway, i shall turn in early. right after dinner. as im starving now. long day tomorrow. damn it. =.= i'll be talking bout Little Kato all the way i suppose. hahahah!
NIGHTS! :)
- marry me fast babylove. <3
- the smile you gave me before you zoomed off to work. it made me melt. :)
enough said {♥}
Saturday, December 19, 2009 ; 12:33 AM {♥}
i'm turning in now... long day tomorrow i suppose.
enough said {♥}
Friday, December 18, 2009 ; 7:52 PM {♥}
sometimes, i feel like i'm giving up everything in life. i didn't know that life was this hard. if i knew i wouldn't wanna born or say brought in, in this world. it's full of hatred, disappointment, hardships, hypocrites, and many more. if you look at it, rich people becomes richer as days goes by, while the poor gets poorer every seconds in their life. life is never fair. so im here to declare that MY freaking life sucks. i've always deny it, i always say that life is great so as to go on in life. always thinking positive and no matter what happens there's something better awaits for me. but i didn't know it would be this hard.
sometimes, i wonder why am i the chosen one to see this place. i've been very negative this few days. my mind is full of problems piling up like there's no tomorrow. i need guidance, to be a good girl. someone who i was during my early secondary school days. someone so pure, someone who doesn't live in hardship. someone who listens to parents. someone who doesn't rebel. someone who would just say that, life is great without a lie.
i need to be that girl who i was, i need to be strong. to show the people whom i treasure, to trust me. to gain their trust. my love one, my family, and even my colleagues. i hate the person i am now. i'm always going with the flow of life and i find it meaningless.
when life is meaningless, that's the end of you. just go jump down from a cliff and die horribly and let the fishes eat you up.
i've always wished that i would be hospitalized, to experience how is it.
personally i think, experience is the thing that makes me alive, you can earn anytime. but you'd have to gain your own experiences to understand the particular thing. ya know. bahhh~ i'm crapping yet again.
- if only i had my own vehicle. i would drive out and get a breather.
so here i go again about shits. and why so? PMS! fucking hell. this is not me. i need to be positive to strive in life.
is there anyone who is willingly gonna take me in as their god daughter or something and just shower me with wealth? =.= im getting pathetic. UNGRATEFUL human. UNAPPRECIATIVE human.
this is to life _|_
enough said {♥}
